Lauren Tanner ([personal profile] mylastchance) wrote in [community profile] noicemagazine2017-01-13 08:18 pm

perfect combination of impulsive idiots

Lauren and Lars argued frequently. They didn't do it on purpose. It wasn't as though either of them woke up in the morning thinking "I can't wait to get yelled at by that guy again." No, in fact, Lauren would have preferred if they argued less. He couldn't think right when he got mad, it made him feel uncomfortable and tense. He'd never been great at dealing with any of his emotions, but anger was by far the hardest for him to deal with. When he and Lars argued there was always an edge of tension in the air, as though at either moment one of them would crack.

After their first fight, Lauren had been careful to avoid any kind of physical gestures during their confrontations. He didn't want to be the person who threw the first punch in a fight. Sometimes it was so hard to hold himself back though. Given the circumstances it was a bit of a wonder the two of them ever hung out at all. The problem was this: Lars and Lauren were the only two people at the carnival who straddled the line between teenager and adult. Of course Lauren had been thinking of himself as an adult for about two years now. No matter how he thought of it, it didn't change the fact that they when it came to coworkers most people were significantly older or significantly younger than the two of them.

And okay, so maybe that wasn't exactly true. Miko was 16, but she was annoying. Chiaki and Yuugi were usually hanging out with each other, which Lauren hated to see only because of the feeling of jealousy it gave him. Maybe the real truth of it was for all that they did argue and rant Lauren and Lars were more likely to have a decent conversation with each other than they were with Miko or Chiaki or Sora. They were of a similar temperament whether they wanted to admit it or not.

So they did hang out, and they did argue and fight (verbally) from time to time. Lauren didn't know if Lars felt the same tension he did, but today it felt worse than ever. He steps forward, pushing into Lars' personal space. It's not very well lit where they are, for some reason that only makes things more intense.

"You stupid prick!" he shouts, anger clear in his voice. "Why don't you pull your head out of your ass and take a look at the world around!"
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe you could take your own stupid advice if your head wasn't so far up your ass!" Lars thrusts a finger in Lauren's direction, always overanimated when they fight. He really hates it when Lauren gets up in his personal space when their tension explodes like this. "I don't gotta look at nothin'!"

Unlike Lauren, Lars is a little bit more used to this than not—and it doesn't carry a negative impression into their next interaction, though it probably should. He and Sadie used to blow up at each other all the time, though there wasn't really any mean, personal namecalling. With Lauren, it's a lot more—fiery. Masculine, Lars thinks. But he can't help but feel uncomfortable when he's reminded of his coworker during their spats, sometimes, and especially when he finds that the masculine energy doesn't actually deter the association.

It's confusing. That's especially why Lars hates it when Lauren does this.

Lars narrows his eyes, gritting his teeth. He doesn't step away, because he doesn't want Lauren to feel like he's getting edge on him. Lars pokes a pointy finger against Lauren's clavicle in a jab to emphasize his point. "You only think I'm lackin' perspective because you don't got any yourself! Why can't you ever just mind your damn business, huh?"
Edited 2017-01-14 05:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
Lars tenses when Lauren comes so close that he does subconsciously take a step back—and he glances up at Lauren with fiery rage in his eyes, absolutely affronted, because boys are stupid about their power play bullshit. "Are you serious!? You're the one who's always—startin'—"

It's then that Lars is more aware of their proximity. Though Lars took a little step back, it wasn't really enough to give them much space, trying to cling onto what physical assertions he could. Lars notices Lauren's eyes dip to his mouth, and his stomach churns as his heart skips a beat. His face feels hot, and he feels anxious—a reaction that's not hard to trigger in Lars, but between the associations with the proximity and anger with Lars's previous sexual partner and the weird, uncomfortable tension Lars felt whenever he was around Lauren (and aggressively did pretty well to suppress), his anxiety takes a really, really weird turn. Fight or flight is something Lars deals with more than a normal person probably needs to, and it mixes into—

Lars grabbing Lauren by the collar of his shirt. But Lars hates physical violence, so that's not the route he takes. But he isn't exactly gentle when he yanks Lauren forward, pressing a rough, full and clumsy kiss against his lips. It's weird, but the immediate sexual intensity is definitely there; it practically radiates off of Lars as his fingers curl into the fabric, his brows knit angrily.

This is also Lauren's fault.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
As if he had anywhere to escape to. But feeling the arm around his waist, especially its tenseness, strikes almost a reaffirmation in Lars's mind. He still holds the scruff of Lauren's shirt, almost pulling him forward, revealing Lars's eagerness further. He hungrily wets the crease of Lauren's then parted lips with his forked tongue, shockingly unshy as he opens his mouth further, accommodating the tilt of Lauren's head with his own for a better fit with a little grunt.

His other hand clutches Lauren's arm as it holds him in place. In the back of his mind, Lars feels weird being as exhilarated by this as he is, but he's able to neglect such distracting thoughts. Because good lord, it has been forever.

It grosses him out a little, but Lars's mind is already racing with how much more he wants.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
Lars is pleased that Lauren's so eagerly responding, and he feels himself get goosebumps when he hears Lauren's voice come out like that. Lars feels similarly about this method of venting frustration, and likes when Lauren's voice is doing this instead of—fucking yelling at him. Damn. It's actually pretty hot.

When Lauren kinda holds his face in the shell of his hand, Lars feels himself melt a little, his brows slanting back as a sound between a hum and whimper leaves him. It helps him slow down, a little, but it makes him feel a familiar tension at the root of his dick. Lars is careful as he kisses Lauren, not wanting to catch the other boy's tongue in his freakish, super pointy hell maw. So far so good—it's less difficult than he thought it was going to be. The thought makes Lars realize this is the first time he's had any action of any kind since Beach City.

He releases Lauren's collar, the fabric sort of wrinkled in the aftermath. The hand smoothes down Lauren's chest with a firm, greedy pressure. It curves around to the side of his waist, his thumb lifting the hem of his shirt's fabric, feeling the heat of his bare skin. A bit more intentionally, Lars slips his thumb and the side of his palm under Lauren's shirt.
Edited 2017-01-14 07:02 (UTC)
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Lars is surprised by Lauren's reaction, when he moans and shudders against his touch, and it makes his head immediately go kind of dizzy, feeding off of it completely. Lars's head is also spinning from feeling Lauren's erection pressed against his pelvis, and Lars's breath hitches, brows knitting. And as he's processing that, he feels Lauren kiss at the back of his jaw.

He hisses in a breath through clenched teeth, and he groans a little when Lauren puts his mouth on his neck. "Oh fuck," he stammers, not having expected Lauren to take such a leap—but Lars loves the attention, being a pillow queen at heart. But he's also superbly riled up from the adrenaline of their fight and the breakneckingly increasing pace of his sexual appetite. Normally, he'd feel a little shy at someone touching his bare torso, but he's thankfully too wound up to care.

All of this is enough to encourage Lars into painful hardness. "Yeah," he breathes out in tense encouragement, his eyes opening to a groggy half closed state. He pushes down on the waist of Lauren's pants with the hand under his shirt, gripping his hip. His other hand is just above Lauren's ass, now, mostly at his waist, and while the hand at Lauren's hip holds him steady, Lars pulls him forward with the other. He rolls his pelvis against Lauren's, and it's clumsy for a second; he readjusts how he's standing a little, and he's able to more properly grind himself against Lauren as he pushes his hips forward in assistance.
Edited 2017-01-14 15:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-14 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Feeling Lauren tucked against his neck only puts Lars more in his element—it's not that it arouses him further, but it grounds him and comforts him. More than sexual contact, Lars has been so sorely deprived of physical contact in general; while he suspects as much to an extent, based on how much he misses it, he doesn't understand how important intimacy is for his health.

Lars continues to roll his pelvis against Lauren's, but he slows it down, instead focusing on the pressure between their bodies. His skin feels hot, and he's in the rare situation where he regrets wearing three top layers every day so insistently. Additionally, the friction in his boxers is less cumbersome than previously; he can tell that his cock is already quite slick, the lubricant almost thoroughly dispersed along it from their movement.

But Lars is actually more distracted thinking about Lauren's body—he's loathe to admit it, but he's been harboring an uncomfortable attraction to him since...well, almost since ever, basically. And he's been lusting for other boys consciously since he was about fourteen, fantasizing kind of abstractly about these sort of encounters.

The hand at Lauren's hip slips further center after he leans his pelvis back, giving a little room between them. He glances at the side of Lauren's tucked-away head, looking to gauge a reaction when he smooths his palm against the bulge of his pants. Lars bites his lip, both for hoping that it's okay, and for being on the brink of losing his fucking mind because of how embarrassed he is for wanting to touch another boy's dick so bad.

Eeeeasily the gayest he's felt ever.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Lars doesn't seem to mind. He's not a particularly...uh, unselfish lover, but his curiosity is keeping him very generously motivated. Lars's eyes briefly widen as he rolls his thumb along the top of Lauren's glans through the fabric of the soft fabric covering him. He's glad that he's slid up his shirt a little, because Lars can see pretty much the entirity of Lauren's cock through his leggings.

He bites his lip again, eyes half lidding as he grips Lauren's dick near all the way around, giving it a warm, firm squeeze, then rubs it along its side between the split of his four fingers. Lars always made fun of Lauren for his attire choice, but he's definitely eating his words.

But, Lars decides it's not enough for his curiosity, which is killing him, so he pushes the band of the leggings down carefully (he may have just been telling Lauren he was a nosy piece of shit narrow minded asshole, but he didn't wanna crush his balls). He grips Lauren's cock, rolling his thumb across the frenulum below the head as he squeezes, revealing half of Lauren's bare glans. Lars lets out a trembling, heavy exhale as he does so, his heart racing. The heat and velvet soft texture of the skin gives him goosebumps, solely because it isn't his own.

"Fuck," he whispers hoarsely, giving Lauren a few slow strokes, and is surprised pleasantly at the ease of the gesture.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Lars actually gives a cocky half grin when he hears Lauren curse, and it makes his cock ache. He closes his eyes, starting to feel smug—Lars does enjoy other people making feel good for the self satisfaction it brings him, though he's too easily derailed to follow through with it, sometimes.

When Lauren gasps and almost moans, Lars's brows knit backwards, his cock shifting in response to it. Lars knows he's super keyed up, because Lauren's reactions are affecting him vicariously to where he feels almost physically stimulated by them. He snaps back to reality when he feels Lauren fuss his waistband, and he blinks, seeming surprised.

"Uh—y-yeah?"

Well, damn. He was prepared to just—go for the finish, but he's not going to say no to some attention, in his current state. He's thankfully too wound up to feel too shy—it helps he's actually less self conscious about his genitals more than his body itself. It doesn't mean there's no nervousness to speak of, but hormones really do a lot. So he undoes his button and fly for Lauren, wiggling the denim down his hips a bit.

His other hand returns at attention, giving Lauren loose, languid strokes. He seems overwhelmed with quicker, tighter strokes, and he's looking to reciprocate... so Lars slow it down for him.

"There y'go..."
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Lars's breath hitches and he clenches his teeth when he feels Lauren's hand on him, making a low, breathy sound in the back of his throat. He twists his hand around Lauren's cock, stilling in his pulling of the flesh for a moment. It's been a while since he's been touched like this, and Lars is suddenly struck with the fact that he's really letting Lauren touch him like this. It makes him feel a little vulnerable, but that's just the way sexual stuff is, so Lars sucks it up. Especially if it means getting some long anticipated action of some kind.

When he catches Lauren's eyes on his, his face blooms red with sudden bashfulness; it's true that Lars is moving through the motions a lot more easily than Lauren, but he's still as anxious and self loathing. Just more experienced.

His cock is indeed slick in Lauren's hands, some of it having dried in contact with the air—but the glans remains glossy and wet, Lauren's hand rolling along it with ease when he tries to simulate the contact. Lars breaks their eyecontact with a little wince a shudder. He makes a hum of pleasure in approval, slowly starting to give pulling strokes on Lauren's cock again, keeping it sensual and without urgency.

Feeling the every ridge and vein, as well as the hardness beneath the plaint muscle, just serves to stimulate Lars further as Lauren experimentally touches him.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Lars feels a even a little more shy when he catches Lauren's smile, and he bites his lip, trying to steel himself back up. He truthfully just wants to sag against the wall and let Lauren blow his mind (and his load, ayyy), but he was the one who started this! He wants to get Lauren off, then be serviced after as the—victor, kind of? Who knows, boys are dumb.

As Lauren continues to stimulate him, though, increasing his pace and the pressure, Lars's own pace on Lauren kind of falters. So despite his intentions, Lars's head kind of rolls to the side as he lets out a long moan. He can feel his face burning and he can hear his heart racing. Maybe he can indulge this a little bit... Another thick bead of precum wells at the tip of Lars's cock, easily and almost immediately distributed along with the rest, thanks to Lauren's gestures. His dick strains, lifting briefly and involuntarily.

He tries to pull himself out of the haze of it—he wishes he could put both his hands on Lauren, but he really doesn't want to get too many limbs in the way of what he's doing to Lars. So Lars focuses sort of more on the upper part of Lauren's shaft, primarily—he rolls his palm and fingers over the glans with each upward pull, very occasionally going to the base with a firm, slow downwards roll, exposing the head of his cock.

It's a double-edged sword, though, because feeling Lauren in his hand and watching himself touch his cock is edging Lars right along. His breath is already heavy.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Lars has been touch-and-go with eyeing what he's doing to Lauren, so he's been getting the occasional taste of that visual treat. It is indeed super fucking stimulating. When he hears Lauren whimper, Lars's lifts his head a little to stare at Lauren intently. He holds his lower lip in his teeth briefly when he hears Lauren swear, a low moan rumbling through his throat, enthralled that Lars is the one wrangling this behavior out of Lauren. Similar to how Lauren's feeling, really.

He wonders if the sound was from mounting stimulation; the same with the coy drop of Lauren's head. Or if he's looking. Lars leans forward, his lips skimming along the side of Lauren's cheek, just above his jaw, and he slows down the stroking of Lauren's cock tremendously. He can't help but feel a little smug. He's back in his element.

"Yeah?"

One of his hands moves so that Lars's arm closes around Lauren's waist, sort of like Lauren was doing to him earlier—and he holds him like that, his other hand closing around the both of their cocks. He can't encircle them completely, so the sides on one end are bare, but Lars makes do with it well enough, stroking the both of them in a moderate pace. Both of their cocks have produced sufficient precum to make this a little easier. The sensation and the act alone make Lars shudder and groan, feeling...well, decidedly dirty, but in a fun way.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-15 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Lars sort of rests his cheek against Lauren's head as he hides again, closing his eyes as he focuses on what he's doing, trying his best to keep it together without detracting from the experience. The sensation of Lauren's cock on his own is too hot for words. He's stuck on the thick, unyielding warmth against his own, creating a warm rub of friction, and how he can occasionally feel the ridges of Lauren's glans against his own, or along his shaft. He grits his teeth, furrowing his eyebrows as he makes a strained, long sound.

Unfortunately, teasing Lauren is also just teasing himself, at this point—and Lars isn't a super patient person. So he increases the pace of his hand, shifting so he can kind of peek down at what he's doing for guidance. The visual is also... a lot. Lars can't take his eyes away.

This is when he hears Lauren let out his name so candidly, and Lars almost gasps. "Oh, fuck," he stammers in response, helplessly aroused at this point. Inspired by this, he manages to arrange their erections in such a way that they aren't side by side, but instead bottom to bottom, the tips aimed upwards. It's a little easier stroking them, this way. Naturally, they do occasionally slip out of place, creating inadvertent rubbing, but Lars is pretty quick to fix it each time. It's clear from his pace and concentration, Lars now has a pretty clear goal.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-16 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah—"

Lars can feel himself riding dangerously closer as he hears Lauren's breath raise and quicken; the masculine quality to his voice is so new and tantalizing, and it pushes him so far to feel responsible for it.

More dangerous yet is the surprise of Lauren's orgasm, and Lars finds the lack of warning a lovely, unexpected bite of stimulation. And along with the feeling of Lauren's cock pulsing against his as he cums, quickly coating a good portion of Lars's hand, and, of course, his own cock, makes Lars shudder. The semen is warm and slick, further aiding his movements and the stimulation as it coats him. The noted quantity also makes Lars's head spin; it's all too hot in ways he wasn't prepared for, due to his inexperience with other boys. His eyebrows slant back and he makes a few desperate, breathy little gasps, trying to hold on.

"Oh god, oh fuck—" Lars desperately exhales the words out, his voice trembling. He moans as he finally comes, even though he actively fights against it until it overtakes him, and his voice is stretched and thin, strained by the surprising force of it. He stops jerking them both, and merely clenches, very subtly rolling his hips forward, easing up on the stimulation as he rides the pulses of his orgasm.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
As Lars is coming, he definitely gets a little extra something from the warmth and closeness of Lauren leaning against him that's just indescribable. When he's done, he feels totally drained in a really great way.

"Holy crap," he breathes out, raising his eyebrows as he catches his breath. His body is sort of warm and almost pulsing from the intensity of the orgasm. He lifts his clean hand, wiping some sweat off his eyebrow. He's trying to recover before he... deals with... all the cum all over his hand. And their junk.

Totally hot in the moment, kind of increasingly gross now that he's got off.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Lars blinks, watching Lauren work his magic as he uses his clean hand, this time, to also kind of struggle his dick back into the elastic of his boxers. He manages. "Oh. Huh. Clutch."

Well, this is awkward as fuck. But Lars supposes there's definitely no way it could be any other way, so he manages in not letting it bother him so much. He's seen Lapis do this before, but he didn't know Lauren could do this kind of thing as well. He blinks, sinking his hands into it, then kind of makes a face as he watches the semen part from his hands. He's relieved, sure, but—it's fuckin' gross. And it's a lot.

"Damn, dude. When was the last time you even got off? Is that your usual load?"
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh... yeah, damn. That blows."

Lars removes his hands from the sphere of water, laughing as he shakes them off. He's obviously loosened up, his tension having completely dissolved. He...doesn't even remember what they were initially fighting about.

"Hahahaha! Oh man, that explains a lot, though!"
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
"That you needa get off more often," Lars shoots back, raising an eyebrow with a cocky grin. "You're wound up so tight, no wonder you explode."

With no purpose other than to embarrass Lauren, Lars animates that last word with a gesture that starts as his palms together and pops his fingers outwards, giving his hands a little shake.
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Like what?" Lars asks, raising an eyebrow as he pops a hip to one side, resting his wrist against it, elbow akimbo. "Could ya be a little more specific."
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[personal profile] mossbuds 2017-01-17 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Lars blinks, having not expected—that. He's glad that Lauren's not like—yelling at him for starting some weird, sexual shit, because Lars hadn't really been thinking. He actually had been prepared for Lauren to get mad at him, and already found it justifiable.

But that's........ cool.

"Uh... anytime," Lars answers, which instantly feels super embarrassing, because Lars didn't exactly mean it that way. But in immediate retrsopect: he does. "See ya around, I gotta—okay, see ya."

And he super awkwardly ducks the fuck out of the big top, but you know. On his jog back to his trailer, he's actually feeling pretty good.





Material for weeks, at any rate.